Whats in store?

Lately I've been pretty lost.
Not sure what to do, where to go, who to talk to.
All of that.
I am not particularly happy at the moment

I want to get out of here as fast as possible.
To where, I have no clue.
I hate this.
I wish I knew what I was good at.
I wish I knew what you wanted from me.
Do you want anything at all?
I don't think so.
Where is everything going.
I don't want you to leave without me.

I hate work. You work, work, work
work, for what?

"we're always waiting
what are we waiting for
we've got all we need right here
but somethings telling us we need more

we want all that stuff
all that stuff that costs too much

why are we working?
and what are we working for?

we want all that stuff
all that stuff that costs too much
we feel sad and such
are we owned by our own stuff?

we want all that stuff
all that stuff that costs too much
we feel sad and such
are we owned by our own stuff?

we don't want our boring jobs
to keep us paying bills for ever
so what are we waiting for?"-Yacht


This is part of what is on my nerves.
I want to figure out life.
I want to see things
feel things
real things.
I want to travel.
I want to help people,
understand people,
show people, show myself
teach people, help them grow.

I want to know how to make things possible.