School got out, I lost brain cells, and now I am just tired of it.
Time for a long break. Lets see how long this will last. Hopefully forever.
I've been feeling really weird lately, just kinda like blah. A little confused and I keep getting very irritated at things maybe I shouldn't be? At the same time I think I have a valid reason.
I don't even know what is going on anymore with anyone.
People keep throwing me all these obscure signals.
I don't really know how to take it and I really do not like it or care for it.
If this is how the closest people to me are going to be then fuck it, I'd rather not waste my time dealing with their shit. I'm better off on my own.
I wish some people were easier to talk to. I wish I had someone to just talk to, you know, someone that just knows you. That actually cares what you're talking about, or will even just sit there and listen because they know you need / want to talk. mmmm oh well. Someday I will see that true blue again.
Anyways on a brighter note, I saw Animal Collective in Royal Oak the 18th.
I thought it was pretty great, and for some reason i've been hearing that people weren't that impressed. Probably because they've all seen Animal Collective when they were still using instruments, but you know what, I don't really go to concerts to see them sit there and play their guitar or beat their drums or whatever they're playing. I go to see the show, see what they are willing to bring to the table to entertain. I like when there is a lot going on so i don't get bored just watching a bunch of dudes on a stage playing their instrument. Don't get me wrong, I love watching the typical band play, but it seems a little more enjoyable when they have something else going on as well. In the end, they were way more then I had expected. I saw them at Pitchfork last summer and I just thought they were okay, all they had was a dinky little light show and they all just kind of stood there at their switchboards or whatever you call them. There was defiantly a lot more movement, wild things going on, and they all just had a lot more energy.
DEMF is coming up. Leah can't go. This sucks. I think I am going with lance, but I have no idea what they hell is going on and it is very frustrating since its like 2 days away.. oh well I guess it will have to get figured out tomorrow.
mmmk I don't really feel like writing anymore,
thought I had a lot to vent about but I'm a little to ruffled right now.


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